It's been a long time since my last post. Haha.
Currently, i am in my final year of medical school in north of Malaysia.
Please pray for me and my friends so that we will pass our final examination in one shot amin.
Last week, i had my long case assessment, for orthopaedics posting.
Not to say that i am a hardworking girl but i am trying to be. My groupmates (exceptional to few), are not that those who would stay up late in the night.
Unfortunately, i failed my assessment that day.
I realized one thing. Even i already knew about this, sometimes He wants to remind us again and again.
How hard you study, how late in the night you sleep, how tired you are, sometimes the result is not proportional to what you have done. No, i'm not saying that Allah is not fair. In fact, He is the Most Fair.
EFFORT ∝ 1/RESULT
Yes, this sound unfair. But it's a big NO!
What i've learn:
1. All that you want, you must pray, ask from Him. However, not all that you asked for will be granted right away, there is few conditions (i'll tell in other post). On top of that, you still have to make your effort towards it because it is an evident that you are the creature of Him. You need His help in everything you want. Even, a simple thing like sneezing. If He does not grant you to expel out whatever irritating you, you will not sneeze.
2. Do not being too comfortable with what you have done. You think it is enough but no.
So, it is such a very big significant (you name it) lesson that i have learnt. Please pray for me, i will have my second attempt of long case assessment this coming Monday (28 Nov 2016). I want to do my best and pass.
Thank you for those who have been supporting me especially my mother. She is a so patience mother and never being doubtful in me. She always said that i can do this, i can do that. Thank you mom for believing me :)
Thank you for reading.
Have a bless Jumaah :)
Don't forget Kahfi :D
