بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Lama bebenor tak bukak blog ni since last post.
Biasa la, alasan cliche (malas nak mention)
Baru je masuk posting orthopaedic since last week.
And along last three postings, i've been thinking about what actually my intention taking this course. mihmihmih
Tak kisah la orang nak kata aku ni slow ke sebab baru sekarang nak realize what the risks i'm taking.
Sometimes, i think i am better to be a cleaner, lagi aman hidup aku.
Tapi si kawan aku ni pulak cakap they also are having their problems, just kita tak tahu.
Yeah, i've to agree with that statement btw.
Kadang-kadang ada jgk terfikir, adakah sebab aku ni jenis pendiam tak banyak cakap, that's why aku rasa macam tak sesuai pulak nak bekerja dalam bidang ni.
Tapi kalau tengok orang yg dah berjaya, tak semestinya being an introvert or extrovert tu jadi reference point utk berjaya.
So, maybe it's me being so inferior.
Life.
Semakin dewasa, makin banyak tanggungjawab & amanah nak kena tanggung.
And pernah jugak sometimes macam rasa tak adil je life ni.
Sebab bila jumpa some patients dekat wad tu, ada macam2 cerita.
Ada yang duk cerita anak-anak dia tak berapa nak jadi orang, ada yang lagi susah : he/she got lots of complications and also doesn't have enough money for the treatment.
Entah.
Could be one of the ways Allah nak uji orang tu and salah satu cara Dia nak naikkan darjat orang tu, mungkin kalau bukan dekat dunia, dekat akhirat sana.
Allah Yang Maha Adil btw :)
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One day i've reading a blog.
"Remember, IMPRESS THEM" *quoted from the blog.
Kalau dalam hidup ni, nak dapat gaji banyak pun kena impress orang atas, apatah lagi antara kita dgn Tuhan.
Nak masuk syurga Dia, mestilah nak kena impress Him banyak-banyak rite? Eventhough Dia tahu je apa intention kita without us ourself saying the words.
Again. Life.
Semua benda nak kena impress baru nak dapat naik gaji, naik pangkat, naik segala-galanya lah.
Semua benda nak kena tunjuk kita konon interested and sanggup buat apa saja (being hipocrite in simpler word), padahal takde hati langsung.
Hmphh.
Entah la dunia sekarang. apa nak jadi tah.
Let's try not to be a hypocrite person.
Just be yourself.
Honest.