Pil gugur?

Tadi lepas study group, tetiba naik isu psychosexual disorders.

Pastu tiba2 pulak, naik cerita pasal pil gugur -.-

Stalk la pulak instagram. Speechless tengok banyak online kedai (personal shoppers kot) dekat instagram yang jual pil gugur.

Siap ada customers feedback weh. 

Diorang bercakap macam abortion tu satu perkara main-main.

Siap cakap abortion bersebab tu bukan abortion. Gila apa.

Ada satu feedback tu cakap lebih kurang: "Thanks **** janin tu dah jatuh.." 

-.- 

*****

Dunia akhir zaman.

Dah tak kenal mana satu betul mana satu tak.

I'm not talking because i'm pious ke maksum ke tak pernah buat salah ke apa, tapi sebab aku masih ada rasa kemanusiaan tu.

Dia ingat gugurkan kandungan tu macam buang kulat yg lekat dekat roti tu ke?

Apa la perasaan janin tu kalau dia tahu apa yang so-called mak dia buat dekat dia?

Pernah dengar satu kisah ni dekat radio IKIM. Kata penceramah tu, anak2 yang tak sempat hidup dekat dunia ni (yg stillbirth), diorang akan tunggu mak ayah dekat pintu masuk syurga sebab diorang tak pernah jumpa mak ayah diorang dekat dunia.

Tapi, dalam kes ni, adakah  teori ni boleh di-apply?

Kalau mak ayah dia bertaubat, alhamdulillah.

Sedih weh tengok keadaan remaja-remaja, budak sekolah zaman sekarang ni.
Kalau tengok balik, banyak je kes2 sodomy dalam kalangan budak bawah umur ni.
Law, paling2 pun masuk sekolah juvenile tu. Then, emotional, psikologi, fizikal yang mangsa nya? Benda bukan boleh hilang dengan petik jari je. Benda ni akan sentiasa ada dalam memori. Susah.

Bukan nak kata batch sendiri takde buat salah suci ke apa, tapi baru rasa celik dengan nikmat yang Allah SWT bagi; lahir dalam keluarga yang alhamdulillah well-managed.

Mungkin, kesenangan dan kesusahan kita dan yang lain2 yang mungkin tak bernasib baik tu lain ganjarannya.

Tak tahu la macam mana diri sendiri kalau berada di tempat tu. Nauzubillah.

Semoga Allah kurniakan hidayah dan kesempatan bertaubat buat mereka.

Kita ni pun, jangan duk riak bangga sangat la tak duk in their shoes.

Bila2 je kita ni kalau Allah tarik sikit nikmat...habis lah.

Jadi, sentiasa lah bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada, dan belajar menghargai. Jangan bila dah takde atau hilang, baru nak menyesal. Takde guna dah derr.

Dan jangan lupa taubat jugak. Kita ni bajet je alim, tak buat maksiat, buat benda baik2 je, tapi dalam hati siapa je tau? Allah dengan diri sendiri je tau apa dalam hati tu. (Ni peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak, no offense).

Moga Allah redha semuanya.

A pinch of light

Memang bila something bad happened to us, kita akan rasa the not-right-feeling before eh?
It's like a hint.

Just had a small accident.
Hujan lebat and i was driving 100kmh (dekat highway kehh)
And tiba-tiba rasa tak boleh nak control stereng and tiba-tiba kereta menghala ke tepi jalan, which kereta langgar divider sikit (in which kalau takde divider jalan, memang masuk longkang tepi jalan tu and kereta boleh terbalik).
Dan sangatlah nasib baik sbb kereta belakang agak jauh n dia bawak slow, kalau tak memang serial accident la.
Dan alhamdulillah sekali lagi, kereta ada ABS and kereta agak berat (kereta besar) so takdela terbang terbalik ke apa.

Lepas tu terus call PLUSronda tu.

*****

Sebelum kejadian tu, i had this imagination of an accident dekat Tapah (kalau tak silap). Pasal satu kereta yg signboard jatuh atas kereta and semua dalam kereta tu meninggal (innalillah).
Dan time tu teringat jugak sorang senior ni pesan, bawak slow la time hujan, jalan licin.
Dan tak tau la kenapa, i kept thinking what will happen if kitorang ter-accident?

Maybe it's a hint.

To be true, it's really a hint kan?

Alhamdulillah semalam bukanlah accident yg teruk/massive/dahsyat, tapi dahsyat enough utk kitorang.

I just realize, what if i died yesterday?
Dengan dosa berkoyan nya ;(
Semoga Dia ampuni segala dosa-dosa kita sebelum disapa malaikat maut.

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A piece of advice.

Untuk para ayah yg ada anak perempuan, abang-abang yg ada adik atau perempuan, suami kepada isteri, sesiapa shj yg ada kaum hawa dalam family dia, please please and please bagilah basic knowledge sikit dekat diorang yg perempuan ni. Contoh mcm cara nk tukar tayar ke, apa nk buat kalau air kering ke, apa2 la..

Untuk driver-driver, jangan drive laju-laju time hujan lebat, especially dekat highway. Anything can happen.
And jangan lupa servis kereta utk long distance driving.

Life we are in

Just finished watched few episodes of this one drama. Last 6 years drama.                                            

I think the plot revolving around our life. Totally.

High and low class people, love between two class of people, playboy-attitude boys etc. I think I cannot finish this post if I kept mentioning the theme of this drama. Haha.

But, actually the drama is showing the real situations in our life. Children who are from high-rank families look down on those from low-rank families, the ideas that a heir from a high social level should not be friends with those different social level..it just doesn’t feel right.

We are always being amazed by the perfection of the actors and actress but why don’t we see the meaning behind every episodes. It does really showed us the real life that we’re in. It is terrible that we live in ‘that’ situation actually. For example, this one boy try to seek revenge on a boy that broke up with this lil girl. That so-called good boy in the first place should've explained what is the intentions of him doing so to the girl. Girl, you know. They easily fell for those do good to them. However, of course different girl have different level of fell (haha). And of course, this is not specified for certain religion or ethnicity, it works out for all girls. 

And if you do watched Malay dramas, if the mother is a datin (or from any high rank), they will ask their children to marry those from the same social level. Urghh, this is so sick *rollingeyes* eventhough this is a crucial issue in Islamic marriage, but if we don't think about the level of life, it can happen right? Or no?

BUT, of course not all are having this ideas, some would think otherwise. 

Dear rich people, your assets and wealth are not totally yours. They are all from God. In Islam, we believed that God grants some of us with lots of money, not for oneself, but also to help people that are not so fortunate. And we do believe that money is not the only grace that showed we are wealthy. There is another thing such as health, the sensory, happy family, calm and others. So money itself doesn't define how rich we are. Let's imagine if one is so rich but has broken family, busy parents, no child or not having good health, they might not happy with their life.

Woahh. This is quite long since my last post. Haha.

Sorry peeps, i'm just so angry with the people nowadays. Let's just put aside our social rank and help those in need. Yes, we need the power, but use it wisely.

*****

Dear you,

I don't know if you read this or not but thanks for all the memories and experiences.

Wherever you are, i hope you're in good health and happy with your life.

Sorry for being bad. Thank you for being someone i can share anything with and for making me happy, even for awhile.

And Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Taqabbalahuminnawaminkum :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha people :)

The Effort

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 

Alhamdulillah.

The result was out this evening and we passed :)

A bunch of thank you to those who prayed for us.

Without your prayers, maybe we can't smile tonight.

Yep, this week is exam week.

A very hectic one.

Throughout this week, i think my heart would jump out from my chest anytime.

 

With all the changes, all the dramas, all the surprises..this is the most depressed week i think.

And yes, sometimes you have no choice but to move on.

You cannot stand static on the same spot, you'll be left alone.

Even though if you move on alone, at least you can meet many people who'll makes you feel grateful for what you have :)

From my observation throughout this week, i can summarize something.

Although you do tonnes of effort, but effort alone is not enough.

It needs something stronger to hold on.

It is duas.

From people around us. Especially our parents.

For muslims, we really believe that duas (prayer) from parents is the utmost gift.

I'm not sure is it from hadith or quotes, it said that mother's words are the most powerful duas.

That's why whenever i felt down, depressed, i will call my mom and her words soothes me on the spot.

The power of mother :')

The effort, the result were all set since we were created.

We make the effort because we are His slaves.

And the effort itself was already been set. The good result will not come by itself, it will look weird if it is so.

And not forgetting, selawat to Prophet Muhammad SAW.

Someone taught me to mention Prophet SAW in our duas.

It's like a ticket so that it goes straight to Allah SWT, because we've the biggest cabel; Rasulullah SAW. hee ;)

Lastly, if you think your effort is the one that make you who you're today, please STOP thinking like that right now.

It never correlate.

 

From Ustaz Muhammad Abdullah Al-Amin, he says, please do self-reflection.

Never amazed with your advantages, but looks for your weakness. And find the solutions to overcome it.

Oh yes, before i ends, tawakkal.

Totally tawakkal. 

After all your efforts.

*****

Alhamdulillah. Congrats to those who passed.

For those who don't, be strong. Don't easily feel upset because Prophet Muhammad SAW will always with you.

All the best and we'll see you in year 4 :)

#habisdah3rdyearweh #10bulanokayhh

Guru kehidupan

3 weeks left before final exam.
Susah nak percaya that it's been 10 months struggling in third year.
Bangun pagi tiap-tiap hari fikir macam mana nak go through daripada pagi sampai petang.
Pikir macam mana nak survive untuk hari tu.
But, alhamdulillah, i survived :)

Being a medical student, sebenarnya bukanlah belajar medic semata.
Sometimes, kau akan belajar jugak pasal realiti kehidupan, and of course, the source is from the patients, while you clerking them.
Tambah kalau clerk makcik- makcik atau pakcik-pakcik.
Contoh boleh rujuk previous post.

Last week, ada terjumpa dua orang patients ni.
But, before i go deeper, ak would like to emphasize yang aku bukan nak canang satu dunia cerita diorang ni sebab suka-suka, tapi as morals, untuk kita di masa depan.

Sorang patient ni, his wife has died last year.
Another one, his wife and daughter already left him long time ago.
Apa yang boleh disimpulkan daripada kisah diorang ialah, selagi kau bernama manusia, kau akan hadapi satu masa dimana when you have nothing in your life, you will be left, alone.
It's true that tak semua manusia macam tu, tapi kalau tengok from every aspect, tu la sifat manusia.

Dalam dunia realiti, tak semua benda indah.
Bak kata kawan aku, orang yang dah kahwin pun seminggu je macam duk dalam syurga, lepas-lepas tu get ready untuk face the challenges. Hehe.
I'm not saying that marriage life is not good, but, you're now have two systems to face, yourself and also your husband or wife.

So, just get ready to face the reality.
Sebab realiti tak selalu indah.
It needs you to be stronger each day.

And tips paling senang untuk keep stronger tiap-tiap hari senang je, baca Alquran.

And also, smile :)