berpasir mata

salam alaik ppl.

alhamdulillah.
thanks to Allah The Almighty again :)
got accepted.
i can't stop smiling.

mesti ramai pelik nape plak mata boleh berpasir kan?hehehe.fikir2 la ye.
alhamdulillah again.
akhirnya diterima masuk untuk sambung 'BACHELOR OF MEDICINE AND BACHELOR OF SURGERY (MBBS)' di RCMP,Ipoh,Perak.

tak tahu nak cakap apa dah.haha

tak pernah2 rasa nervous tahap gaban mcm hari ni nak tengok result application.
nampak je "permohonan anda berjaya",rasa sebak sangat ^^

insyaAllah akan buat yang terbaik di sana nanti.
and insyaAllah nak jadi one of the best student.

terima kasih buat semua cg2 di kmkn..kawan2 yg selalu menyokong n berdoa.
tak nak kecewakan cg.azran n pihak RCMP.insyaAllah.
buat junior2 di kmkn spc-mara-medic,,buat baik2 exam.
jgn sia2kan peluang dkt kmkn tu.ini jalan plg senang nak masuk medic compare dgn program2 mara & jpa yg lain.

dan kawan2,,doakan saya berjaya harungi 5 tahun mendatang ni ye.

i made it :)

status: result is out today.yeay!

i made it.the final exam last month.

alhamdulillah :)

can't say how grateful i was.

a hundreds-thousands-millions to cg.wan azran,,ticer syafeeza,,cg.hafizi,,cg.roslan and not forgetting

ustaz ramli,,cg.hadidah,,cg,rozanawati for teaching me for these ten months.

you are all great teachers ever.

n thanks also to all my friends in KMKN :)

insyaAllah we all will be the great medic student and will not let down all the teachers.

nota kaki:

teacher syafeeza said: 

                                 "..when i saw the medic students in hospital, i can see 
                                 all of my students in that white coat.." 

hari bahagia

mood: maher zain berkumandang,barakallah :)

hari ni spesial post utk school-mate yg br je menjejakkan kaki ke alam baru...

selamat pengantin baru fitr...

sedih xdpt nk pergi :(

hehe.tpi xpe dpt tgok gmbar pon jdi la...

bt fitr & ezani,,semoga korang berbahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat...

and i am really2 agree with syifa ilyani

best nye klau dpt g wedding kwn ngn kwn2..hehe

best jgk dpt tgok kwn kita dh jumpe her 'mr.right' ^^

fitr,dh dpt baby nti jgn lupa inform dkt pak sedara n mak sedara batch saem ni..haha

semoga fitr bahagia..

betul la jodoh tu Allah yg tentukan.kita cuma merancang tpi Allah menentukan :)

congrats fitr :]

a strange feeling

mode: listening to edcoustic and drinking neslo :]

salam alaik ppl

it is such a long time since i feel this calm feeling *smile*

a confession.

i will always forget what i do everyday in college when i am at home.i forget all of them.i will forget what i planned to do when i am at home.i will go back to the 'old me'.

anyone doesn't know this except for me myself.and i am not going to reveal what it is.

i have planned a lot so that i can change myself to be a better girl BUT i still hold myself back in those 'black hole'.

ahh..maybe others may think that i am a nice girl because of my quiet behaviours. urmm,sorry guys but i don't think i am that 'baik' girl.

i want to change but sometimes i just don't have that strong strength to pull me away from the 'black' side.

i know this confession will make anyone who read this post have a big,bold,with black coloured question mark.but pliss don't ask further,let me myself understand this situation.i just don't know where i should write.i don't like diary too much although i do write them couple years back.

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okay.

a few hours back, i heard my sister talked in phone with her friend.then,she told her daughter that a child in the ward where she worked now was died today. 

suddenly,something was like came into my heart "..Ya Allah,is it so easy for human to live and then die when the time comes?.."

then i felt that i have done many things that if i died tomorrow or now i will not get any chance to feel or even smell the beauty of heaven.

i want to go there but i am so afraid.

i hope i still have the chance to correct myself.

pliss give me some strength ya Allah :)